fky deni

i gotta vent

hey deb, how bout next time you bring 75 brats you call the "swim team" into the pool you actually *tell*, oh, i dunno, the manager, ? or at least someone ? We had 50 people in the pool for exactly 20 minutes this year, not counting today. So I was a little surprised when at 6:00 pm there are suddenly 60+ people actually in the pool and countless others on the deck. I tried to get lucious to come in for an hour - we could have really used him but we didnt reach him till like 7:30, and we closed at 8. I kinda feel bad, I left a long very angry message for CPS tomorrow. oops. i needed to yel lat someone and unfortunately it couldnt have been debbie preusse. i hope cps takes my suggestion and pays us party rate and charges the swim team. hmm i wonder if she ever found her keys....they were lying on the desk forever and then all of us saw them , but no one knew where they were. and we really didnt have time to actively look. thats why the guards dont leave stuff lying around - people come through the office, especially swim team who doesnt understand how to follow rules, and stuff like this happens.

i dont appreciate the fact that youre taking the fact that your summer sucks out on me. its not my fault that all your friends are no longer close to you and you've let all your relationships disentegrate. and you know whats going on because i can see the cognitive dissonance when you get defensive and angry at nothing, becuase you hear some trigger word and it makes you feel guilty. and i will not apologize because ive done nothing wrong. im tired of people. grow up. or at least act like a child somewhere other than around me. i already work around (mostly) whiney kids I sure dont need to add to it.


on a better note, sharon and sara came to the pool, it was a nice surprise cause irealyl didnt think theyd come. and a lady came up to me randomly and told me that I was an excellent guard :) nice to know someone appreciates "the mean guard" haha. also, last but certainly not least I got to chat with gretch, and even jay chimed in the conversation (prolly realized that he wasnt getting attention and needed some...jp jay haha :) ) and matt had a baby chat with gretch about the "hot trip" were taking.


its nice to see thay he gets along with my closest friends. that's so important. usually if your friends dont like someone, especially if they know you inside and out, there;s a reason even if you dont see it. I can look back at other peoples relationships (platonic and otherwise) and how i protested and got "...but is different denise". now, with hindsight which always seems to be 20/20, we see that that good friend whose always been by your side, who either silently or vocally protested that relationship was right all along. and you didnt see it, because it hurts to see that a relationship is failing and is nit right. Who wants to hear that they have a relationship with a loser? but in time, they see on thier own that the relationship needs to be severed, and who is there to confort you? your true friend. Thanks to those past and present who were there for me and now have nothing but good to say :)

oops, another vent. guess I better stop now. nite kids

posted by denise @ 12:37 AM